Sreshtha Sen

Half-Elegy

The Sonneteer          sometimes      dreams       her own          death

maybe   by hate sharp    as steel curved    bullet buried      maybe

sudden   as herself    one moment  on the street next      nowhere

she hopes it’ll be swift    like the coming   of an airplane exhaust

to life:   blades   to   bone           & then                      red-iron air

doesn’t really know   doesn’t dream much   of the         before

or even the pitiful       facebook posts     after         only the  dark

only her mother    only   her mother’s face    how she would rage

at the death documentary    deal      but sulkily release    a picture

for the local paper how she would clutch  a favorite  scarf against

herself       to hold      once more    sob:             she was just learning

to be a daughter   she was   the greatest poet to ever live           how

her voice  rusted    lock & latch    would catch     at the word live

No,      she never     loved         a woman          except                  me

 

The Sonneteer Tackles Too Much Tequila & Resolves To Write You A Confessional, Epistolary Sonnet That Tries Too Hard With The Volta

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Sreshtha Sen is a poet from Delhi, India and one of the founding editors of The Shoreline Review, an online journal for & by south asian poets. She studied Literatures in English from Delhi University and completed her MFA at Sarah Lawrence College. Her work can be found published in bitch media, BOAAT, Breakwater Review, Glass Poetry, Hyperallergic, Hyphen, The Margins and elsewhere. She was the 2017-18 Readings/Workshops fellow at Poets & Writers and currently lives & teaches in Las Vegas where she's completing her PhD. You can find more here.